Hubby 5
After I left, Cassian stood in that cemetery for a long time.
He didn’t know what was wrong with him. He was supposed to be tired of me, done with me. But when he heard me say I’d loved the wrong man, it felt like something was tearing apart inside his chest.
He’d stopped me on impulse, trying to salvage something–anything.
But the woman who used to look at him with pure adoration now had nothing but cold indifference in her eyes.
For the first time, he felt panic creeping in.
When Selene tried to take his arm, he felt annoyed. He pulled away, told his driver to take her home, and went back to the penthouse alone.
Every corner of that place was filled with memories of us. Sweet memories that now felt like they were mocking him.
He went upstairs and opened the safe, pulling out our marriage certificate. He stared at it for a long time.
Right. We weren’t divorced. I was still his. So what if I was having some kind of breakdown? I’d come back to him eventually. I always did.
But when he lay down that night, sleep wouldn’t come.
Every time he closed his eyes, all he could see was me kneeling in the dirt, blood running down my arm as I gathered Dad’s ashes with my bare hands.
He got up, irritated, and kicked the nightstand. Then he went downstairs and grabbed several bottles of whiskey.
Only after he’d had enough to numb the images did he go back to bed, clutching our marriage certificate to his chest.
When he woke up the next morning, the certificate was torn. My half of our wedding photo had come completely loose.
His eye started twitching. Something cold spread through his chest.
He threw back the covers and searched the entire bed, finally finding the missing piece tangled in the sheets.
The photo was wrinkled and torn at the edges.
t wouldn’t stick back on properly.
He spent an hour trying to smooth it out under a glass, but finally had to accept that it was ruined.
When Selene arrived with breakfast, she found him on the phone, frantically calling around asking if anyone could restore damaged photos.
She looked over his shoulder at the pieced together marriage certificate, and something venomous flashed in her eyes.
“You can’t restore official photos like that. You and Nerina would have to take new ones.”
In the old days, if she’d said something like that, Cassian would have scowled and thrown the certificate in the trash. He would have cupped her face and said, “Why would I want new photos with her? I’d rather take them with you.”
But now he just sat there, lost in thought, barely acknowledging her presence.
“Cassian?”
Something had been off about him since yesterday at the cemetery, and it was making her panic.
She reached for his hand, but just as she was about to touch him, he stood up abruptly and headed for the door.
“I’ve got something to take care of. Eat without me.”
At the doorway, he paused. “Have the driver take you home when you’re done.”
Selene was furious.
When had Cassian ever dismissed her like that?
It had to be Nerina. That bitch had done something to mess with his head.
Even dead, she couldn’t leave them in peace.
The thought made her so angry that she grabbed a chair and hurled it at our wedding portrait on the wall.
Cassian had no idea his place was getting trashed.
He drove around for hours with that damaged marriage certificate, thinking about going to City Hall to ask about replacements. But halfway there, he decided it would be easier to just find me and retake the photos.
But what excuse would he use?
His pride wouldn’t let him make it seem like he was the one trying to make amends.
still, looking at that ruined photo, he found himself parking outside my building.
What excuse did he need? I’d always cared so much about our marriage. I’d cried for days when I lost my wedding ring. Of course I’d want to fix our marriage ertificate.
But no matter how long he knocked, all he heard was empty echoing.
He stood in the hallway calling my phone–straight to voicemail every time.
hat’s when Mrs. Thomlin came out with her trash and saw him.
Oh, aren’t you Nathan’s son–in–law? Looking for Nerina?”
assian nodded, feeling strangely numb.
irs. Thomlin’s expression turned suspicious.
You didn’t do something to hurt that girl, did you?”
assian froze.
lad he hurt me?
Ie’d kept the witness from testifying, sure–but that was because Selene said the woman was Dad’s former student and would obviously lie for him. That made ense. And Elías really was dead. That was fact.
is for Selene… yes, he treated her well. But that was because she’d helped him before, because he owed her. He’d never actually cheated, never crossed that line ›hysically.
But before he could shake his head, Mrs. Thomlin’s trash bag came flying at his face.
‘I knew you must’ve done something awful! Nathan dies and you’re nowhere to be found. Nerina and her mother leave town and you don’t even know. Bah! And you promised to take care of her for life. Men are all worthless.”
Cassian stood there, stunned, garbage scattered around his feet.
What did she mean Nathan was dead? What did she mean Nerina and her mother had left town?
But before he could ask, Mrs. Thomlin’s door slammed shut with a bang.
All that was left was the trash… and the terrible realization creeping over him.